Am I Ever Gonna Change?

I'm tired of being me,

and I don't like what I see,

I'm not who I appear to be

So I start off every day,

down on my knees I will pray,

for a change in any way

But as the day goes by,

I live through another lie,

if it's any wonder why



Am I ever gonna change

Will I always stay the same

If I say one thing,

Then I do the other

It's the same old song,

That goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change

I'm the only one to blame

When I think I'm right,

I wind up wrong

It's a futile fight,

Gone on too long



Please tell me if it's true,

am I too old to start anew,

'cause that's what I want to do

But time and time again,

when I think I can,

I fall short in the end

So why do I even try,

Will it matter when I die,

Can anyone hear my cry?



Am I ever gonna change

Take it day by day

My will is weak

And my flesh too strong

This peace I seek

Till thy kingdom comes