Much Like Falling

When I said good morning,

I was lying,

I was truly thinking of,

How I might quit waking up,



He pointed out how selfish,

It would be to kill myself,

So I keep waking up,



It feels so much like falling,

Dying while I wait to die,

The fear of something or nothing,

Lonely empty lie,



I don't want to be a liar,

I don't want to be selfish anymore,

I want so much to change,

Learning your love everyday,

There's still so much to know,



You grip my wrists

I let go



It feels so much like falling,

Separated from the fear,

Aware of a destination far away from here,

Far away from here,



It feels so much like falling,

Separated from the fear,

Aware of a destination far away from here,

Far away from here.