I Am Loco

Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside

Something I could never be will guide me to the new light

Frustrated

Sedated

I pray to myself



God, please

Don't take away from me

The only fucking thing

That I learned to believe

I am becoming the monster

You promised to keep him away

Now I feel like he's living in me!



Anyway, I could never ever be

What you think is right for me

Are things that I will not believe

I wanna start a new life

Get myself a sharp knife

Look into my own eyes

Kill things I don't like in me



But sometimes I feel OK and think I'm unique

But you always try to critique

And I turn my back on it anyway

Sucker, punk-ass motherfucker

I am loco

Te falta un poco

To get your ass in a choke-hold



Just kill me!

I can't breathe!

I am guiding myself right to the end

I can't learn!

Come to terms!

With the sickness that makes me crash and burn



I'm crying

I feel like I am dying, but I'm trying

I beg to myself, put my pride up on the shelf

Life is not forever

But if life will stay together

Then I would have a friend in my depression, have an end



But I've been thinking

Thinking always gets me into trouble

But since I have a double personality

It wasn't me, you see

'Cause I'm a refugee

And everything inside of me is just a part of my disease!



Just kill me!

I can't breathe!

I am guiding myself right to the end

I can't learn!

Come to terms!

With the sickness that makes me crash and burn



Just kill me!

I can't breathe!

I am guiding myself right to the end

I can't learn!

Come to terms!

With the sickness that makes me crash and burn