Need To

I, I am confused, fighting myself

Wanting to give in, needing your help

Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch

Outside don't know you, but inside I'm fucked



Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch

Each day confronted with what I have done

You pull me closer, I push you away

You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain



I hate you

Why are you taken?

I love you

I feel so helpless

Why is it you?

ripping my insides each time I lay with you

why do I cry

why do I really need to?



Why!?!

Why!?!

Why!?!

Why!?!

Fuck you, bitch!

need to

need to

need to

fuck

fuck

fuck

fuck



I hate you

Why are you taken?

I love you

I feel so helpless

Why is it you?

ripping my insides each time I lay with you

why do I cry

why do I fucking need to?



fuck

fuck

fuck

Slut!