All To Myself

Don't patronize, I realize

I'm losing and this is my real life

I'm half asleep and I am wide-awake

This habit is always so hard to break

I don't want to be the bad guy

I've been blaming myself

And I think you know why

I'm killing time, and time's killing you

Every way that I do



Did you say

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else



Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else



I'm under the gun

Feel like the only one

I just can't decide what I'm running from

This isn't what I wanted but

I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut

It's not enough; it's never enough

And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck

Can't focus it but I try it

Over and over again



Did you say

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else



Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else



Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up.

Make me feel like



Did you say

Please just follow me.

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I can't stay with someone else

I'll try and suck it up

I just keep fucking up

I want you all to myself



Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else