Habits

I am a creature of habit

And I move in circles around you

I will admit there's a pattern

One I created myself



None of my lovers dared leave me

I grew impatient and stale

Didn't look back once I'd left them

Cause I always expected to fail



But this time it's different

The rules don't apply

But I need some distance to step out of line



So grant me this wish and meet me back here in a year

If we still exist, I can let go of my fear

Fear of normalcy

Fear of the solid walls of our future and let go of my past



I must be crazy to want this

Cause you are the girl of my dreams

But I'm prone to ruin the good things

Cautious 'round balance it seems



But with you it's different

The rules don't apply

But I need some distance to step out of line



So grant me this wish and meet me back here in a year

If we still exist, I can let go of my fear

Fear of normalcy

Fear of the solid walls of our future and let go of my past



So grant me this wish and meet me back here in a year

If we still exist, I can let go of my fear

Fear of normalcy

Fear of the solid walls of our future and let go of my past