Panic

Today is going to be easy

Today 'cause you're not around

I'll leave off my makeup

I'll sleep in my bed

To pass all the time by

Today 'cause you're not around

Today you won't be around



I concentrate on empty spaces

A passive pondering of blackness

Sit down shut up controled obsessions

Your absence, it exhausts me



Oh I always panic when I'm left

Oh I always panic when I'm left



Today I feel destructive

Today who cares about myself

I'll live in denial

And I'll beat up my head

And I'll eat all the chocolate

Today 'cause you're not around

Today you won't be around



I can't control my feelings

I sip on dreams and choke on real things

Detatch myself of preservation

I struggle to to not want you



Oh and it's panic when I'm left

Oh is it healthy that we met

The fears start coming when I forget

I always panic



Today is gonna be simple

Today 'cause you're not around

My heart will go lazy

No one to impress

No smile is required



Today 'cause you're not around

Today you won't be around