The Line Begins to Blur

There are things I said I would never do

There are fears I can not believe have come true

For my soul is too sick and it's too little and too late

and myself I have grown to weary to hate



The more I stay in here

The more it's not so clear

The more I stay in here

The more I disappear



As far as I have gone

I knew what side I'm on

But now I'm not so sure

The line begins to blur



Is there somebody on top of me?

I don't know I don't know

Is anyone stopping me?

I don't know I don't know

Why won't try and hold my breath?

I don't know I don't know

Just how far can I go?

I don't know I don't know



As I lay here

the fabric starts to tear

It's far beyond repair

And I don't really care



As far as I have gone

I knew what side I'm on

But now I'm not so sure

The line begins to blur