Spank

I don't remember the first time

But I think I'll survive

Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds

it 'gain keeps it alive



There's specific things

That I have to do

Day to day just to keep it at bay

You wouldn't believe if you knew



([TOM:] Oh no, this isn't real [x2])



He doesn't know the secret

Here is the best part

This is going to take me

Right back to the start

If I can keep it

If it set in mind

Wait until it sets

Come try it a second time



I don't remember the first time,

But I think I'll survive

Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds 'gain keeps it alive



([TOM:] Oh no, this isn't real)

([ALISSA:] Yeah)



He doesn't know the secret

Here is the best part

This is going to take me

Right back to the start

If I can keep it

If it set in mind

Wait until it sets

Come try it a second time



I can feel it move

Up into my head

It is [?]

Panic in my head

I feel it coming all

Taking over view

Oh please not tonight

There's nothing I can do



This is bigger than me

This is in my fear

This is paedophilia

I just disappear

Swears are falling from me

Swallow up inside

Sail [?]

Won't make this upside



I can barely handle

I can hypothesise

Sailing through the curtains

Off into the sky

Where there is no

Depth perception

Keep preoccupied

Self deception

Nobody recognizes

It doesn't have a name

My brother is infected

He's acting just the same

Screaming like a siren

Up and down the hall

He just wants to stop it

He wants to end it all



I am just a child

I am nothing more

There are no basic functions

I am running for

I could run a mile

My distortion

Everything is

Disproportioned



Swallow [?] break

All is back again

Everything is closer

More is just the same

And I can hear it

It is raining mind

I will just forget this

'til next time