Not That Beautiful

I pray you're the best and I'm runnin' from the past

I pick up the phone just to find I'm alone

It's wearing me out and the weight of my sins

Kill the faith that I had so it's time I begin

Back to the start just to see how it feels

I was the one who had thought you could heal

Now that it's over it's time to move on

Cause I was the righteous and you were the wrong



Every time I try to run and hide

I feel you're haunting me



I'm addicted to the games that you play

You make me feel so pitiful

Like you're so beautiful

Your heart is beating me to death everyday

But I am not that pitiful

You're not that beautiful



I suffer inside just to feel I'm alive

I bury the truth cause I know it's a lie

I never said all the things I should say

Cause you were the master and I was a slave

If I could find me a drug to forget you

I'd overdose on the day that I met you

Kill all the drama it's time to move on

Cause I am the righteous and you are the wrong



Every time I try to run and hide

I feel you're haunting me



I'm addicted to the games that you play

You make me feel so pitiful

Like you're so beautiful

Your heart is beating me to death everyday

But I am not that pitiful

You're not that beautiful

I'm not that pitiful

You're not so beautiful



Every time I look into your eyes

I see a demon in disguise

You f*cking make me sick

You are the one that I despise

You take me and break me

You feed me lies

And all that you gave in return was my demise

So maybe I'm just crazy for believing this sh*t

But goddamn I can't believe I'm f*cking dealing with this

It's like a nightmare and I can't wake up

I just can't wake up



I'm addicted to the games that you play

You make me feel so pitiful

Like you're so beautiful

Your heart is beating me to death everyday

But I am not that pitiful

You're not that beautiful

I'm not that pitiful

You're not so beautiful