Forever Numb

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus · Am I The Enemy [2011]

I am not deaf, I just don't wanna listen

Everything you say sounds like it's rapped in cellophane

If I can't break through the surface

And you are never gonna change

Everything is said and done

What have you become



I've held my breath for too long

Sweating bullets from my veins

It isn't me to feel so numb

And you are always gonna stay the same



I washed my hands clean

From the blood at your crime scene

Everything is said and done

Part of me's become

Forever numb



Staring at a space across the table

Never in my wildest dreams did I think I'd be able

To walk away

To better days

And you know I'm okay

Everything is said and done

What have you become



I've held my breath for too long

Sweating bullets from my veins

It isn't me to feel so numb

And you are always gonna stay the same



I washed my hands clean

From the blood at your crime scene

Everything is said and done

Part of me's become

Forever numb



You're gonna face everyone that you burned

(You're gonna face everyone that you burned)

You're gonna face everyone that you hurt

All of your excuses

And your sorry eyes

No, they won't get you by this time



I've held my breath for too long

Sweating bullets from my veins

It isn't me to feel so numb



I washed my hands clean

From the blood at your crime scene

Everything is said and done

Part of me's become

Forever numb



For too long sweating bullets from my veins (forever numb)

To feel so numb and you are always gonna stay the same



I washed my hands clean

From the blood at your crime scene

Everything is said and done

Part of me's become

If everything is said and done

What have you become

Forever numb