Close to Crazy

I still reach for you

In the middle of my dreams, each night

But my arms come up empty everytime

And lately, I talk to your memory

More than I should

If I could just forget the past, I would

Cause this missing you ain't doing me no good



[chorus]

I'm so close to crazy

Right on the edge

Just one step away from going insane

But I'm not there yet

If I could just lose my mind

I wouldn't know we're through

But this close to crazy

Is far from over you



Today I caught myself

Reliving how it used to be

At a table for two, just you and me

But talking to an empty chair

And laughing right out loud

Turned everybody's head and left no doubt

I'm a broken woman, close to breaking down



[chorus]

I'm so close to crazy

Right on the edge

Just one step away from going insane

But I'm not there yet

If I could just lose my mind

I wouldn't know we're through

But this close to crazy

Is far from over you



I still reach for you

In the middle of my dreams, each night