Socio

I remember now, but I still have my doubts.

I think it's gonna be today.

Everybody came, but it's just not the same.

Why did it have to be today?

Now my chest is tight, no I am not all right.

It doesn't have to be this way.

Why does it have to be this way?



I don't know what's wrong.

It's like I'm too far gone.

It doesn't matter anyway.

Fear is in my heart.

Just when I stop it starts.

And I can never live this way.



Freedom is a cage.

No sun and too much rage.

I don't know how much I can take.

Push it down inside,

But it knows just where I hide.

I know that "normal" is hard to fake.

Bleeding into life.

It's like a thousand knives,

Are slowly turning me to this.

Why does it have to be like this?



I don't know what's wrong.

It's like I'm too far gone.

It doesn't matter anyway.

Fear is in my heart.

Just when I stop it starts.

And I can never live this way.



I don't know what's wrong.

It's like I'm too far gone.

It doesn't matter anyway.

Fear is in my heart.

Just when I stop it starts.

And I can never live this way.



I lost again today.



I don't know what's wrong.

It's like I'm too far gone.

It doesn't matter anyway.

Fear is in my heart.

Just when I stop it starts.

And I can never live this way.

Living with a curse.

Sometimes it's even worse.

It slowly kills me every day.

Something I despise is gonna take my life.

I guess I'll try again today.