Kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house

I'm gonna fix the fence

In my final hours

I'm gonna tie up these loose ends



I won't leave a note

For any one to find

Tomorrow they'll know

What I've done here tonight



[chorus]

The drastic steps I've taken

Are just an act of desperation

I knew no one would miss me

So what the hell

I fought, I lied, I drank too much

Hurt every one I've ever touched

Just how much I hurt you, it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help

It's goodbye, I wish you well

Because I love you, I'm gonna kill myself



Now who is that

In my easy chair

Now wait a minute

That's the old me sittin' there



And I thank God

The devil in me died

Because I stand before you now

A man changed and alive



[chorus]

The drastic steps I've taken

Were just an act of desperation

I knew no one would miss me

So what the hell

I fought, I lied, I drank too much

Hurt everyone I've ever touched

Just how much I hurt you, it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help

It's goodbye, I wish you well

Because I love you, I had to kill myself



I'm gonna clean the house

I'm gonna fix that fence

In my final hours

I'm gonna tie up

These loose ends