Catch Myself Catching Myself

This time I am falling further away

Nothing has changed

Nothing has changed like I said it would

Faster towards the ground

That's where they wait where they wait for me

And enter my veins

Feel them crawling through my skin

Collecting my nerves

That they feed to their children

I swear it has to stop

Cause there is nothing left to give

Nothing left to give



I'll be the victor

I will destroy them



I wanna watch them burn it down

So I can breathe again



Inhale cause after tonight

I won't be the same

Exhale, exhale and find my feet

On the ground



I'm not the same anymore

I'm not the same anymore



As I sink down into the floor

And the walls are caving in

And I don't believe in them anymore

Now I try to balance my walk

I am coming down alone

And I have to get them out of my head



I wanna watch them burn it down

So I can breathe again



One breath at a time I'll be just fine

Cause I'll be right on the inside

I steady my hands inside of my shell

And wait till their back are turned

Oh inside my head

Where they thought they would win

But I got them right where I want them

Pushed to either side

I'm burning them alive

I hear them begging and pleading