Favorite Disease

Wanting

Watching

Debating on which way to run to

Haunted

Voices

Craving someone to run to



I haven't lost myself in a long time

I never tried to care when I wanted to

I just wanna be part of something

I just wanna be real like You



Sometimes I feel like a monster

And times I feel like a saint

I'm on my knees

You're my favorite disease



Silent

Warnings

Tell me that I've let things come undone

Show me

Teach me the way to heaven

'Cause no other way can



I haven't lost myself in a long time

I never tried to care when I wanted to

I just wanted to be part of something

I just wanted to be real like You



Sometimes I feel like a monster

And times I feel like a saint

I'm on my knees

You're my favorite disease



Closer

Closer

Closer to You

I need to be closer

Have closure

And get closer to You

Every step I take



Sometimes I feel like a monster

And times I feel like a saint

I'm on my knees

You're my favorite disease



And I love to way You kill me

Love the way You heal me

I love the way You kill me

Love the way You heal me

I love the way You kill me

Love the way You heal me