I Can't

I can't laugh

I can't cry

I can't see inside of me

Don't know the reason why



I ain't straight

and I ain't high

I'm the ugly in between

can't live and I can't die



I wanna scream

and I can't win

my life's a living soundtrack

for a human horrorfilm



I can't feel

and I can't love

my mama never showed me how

I never was enough



I can't laugh

and I can't smile

I'll sacrifice my aged elders

to show me how to die



I can't love

and I can't feel

and my mother never loved me

deep down she hated me



I can't fuck

I can't feel

I am one bizarre motherfucker

what the fuck's inside of me



I'll kill the beast

so to free my soul

and smash the mirrors

that won't let me go

Oh, if there's a smile that ya see

it's only the clockwork orange that's in me

I curse the darkness impassioned plea

and tear the heart out and watch me bleed

I sacrifice my blood for free

to satisfy the vengeance that's in me

and bury the mirror that's inside me