First Girl I Loved

First girl I loved

Time has come I will sing the sad goodbye song

When I was seventeen, I used to know you

And I haven't seen you now in so many years

And the last time I saw you

You said you joined the Church of Jesus

But me, I remember your long red hair

Falling in our faces as I kissed you



I just want you to know I just had to go

I just want you to know I just had to grow



And you're probably married now

With a house and car and all

And you turned into a grown-up female stranger

If I was lyin' by you now, I wouldn't be here at all



Well, we parted so hard

Me rushing 'round New York with a guitar

Making love to people I didn't even like to see

And I still sometimes think of you

As I lay here in the sick sad morning

And in the lonely midnight

I've got to hold your face before me



I just want you to know I just had to go

I just want you to know I just had to grow



And you're probably married now with kids and all

And you turned into a grown-up female stranger

If I was lyin' by you now, I'd just have to fall



And I never slept with you

Though we must have made love a thousand times

Cause we were just young, didn't have no place to go



I just want you to know I just had to go

I just want you to know I just had to grow



So it's goodbye first love, and I hope you're fine

I have a sweet woman

Maybe someday she'll have babies by me (she's pretty)

She's a true friend of mine