Why I'm Here

Oleander · February Son [1999]

It's the reason for my pain,

in a season to celebrate.

I don't wanna be full of hate.

for anybody, but it's too late-

Everyone has been in my face;

telling me that I'm a disgrace;

showing me things that I must face;

telling me that they need their space.



I can't love you anymore.

I'm scared of the sound of it.



It's the reason why I'm down.

I'm beaten, been pushed around.

Hit the ceiling without a sound.

Everyone I know considers me a clown-



I can't love you anymore.

I'm scared of the sound of it,

and woman, I just don't want anymore.



I can't love you anymore. yeah-yeah, no no no

I'm scared of the sound of it,

and woman, I just don't want anymore.



It's the reason why I'm here.

It's the reason why I'm here.

It's the reason why I'm here.

It's the reason.