Can't See Not Saying

It's been so long, I feel so out of touch.

Thoughts cloud my heart and head,

I think I think too much.

This narrow path I follow, is it the right way?

I keep on dwelling in tomorrow,

I should be living in today!

I'm having trouble with my thought process,

And I'm no enginee.

All the roads to my brain are there,

And the directions just ain't clear.

I can't sit back and let all of this go.

Want you to feel what I feel and to know what I know.

I can't see not saying what's on my mind.'

Are all things meaningless and a waste of time?