Your Name Here

Taking off, see all the roads,

bridges, intersections, homes

Places used to mean a lot,

made me love and then love not

Was the scapegoat and sidekick

for the first time I see it



My name here



Before IV CPR

positioned fetal in your car

waiting for life to begin

if there's one thing I miss still



Your name here



When I sawed off my own self

calculated each embrace

I would fake intimacy

but no one was allowed near me



You come clear



I can feel myself rise

into something like life

Weightless

Untroubled

Forgiving even myself