In Denial

In denial

No, my life's a trial

I'm not denying that every little bit hurts

It's a problem that I'm not solving

Don't mind admitting I feel like quitting

This job for a while

Getting away before it gets any worse today



You're in denial, and that is final

Your not admitting you should be quitting

All these queens and fairies and muscle marys

The rough trade boyfriend

Who in his pathetic own way denies he gay

Why can't he see this is a fantasy?



I think I'm going mad

How'd you know if your going mad?



Look at me I'm lonely



Look at me I'm sad

I'm not denying I could be trying

A little harder to deal with some of this stuff



Know what I'm thinking?

Less drugs and drinking

No cigarettes and you'll feel a little less worth



Is that enough?

My life is absurd

I'm living it upside down

Like a vampire working at night

Sleeping all day

A dad with a girl who knows he's gay



Can you love me anyway?