I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead

I should have kissed you

one last time

I would have held you

so much longer

If I have known

It would be the last time



If I could forget you

Make all these memories

fade to grey



I would rather not remember

what I foolishly traded



I think I might be missing you

like you said I would

I think I might have run away

I'm the fool

yeah I'm the fool

I think I meant I love you

now I said I don't care

I wish I was just lonely instead



I should have loved you

more than I did

Living without you

and with your ghost

and you voice

always inside my head

Yeah I couldn't see you

and now I see you everyday

but not with me



It seems real' nice

she makes you smile

like you used to smile at me



I think I might be missing you

like you said I would

I think I might have run away

I'm the fool

yeah I'm the fool

I think I meant I love you

now I said I don't care

I wish I was just lonely instead



You were right

I'm lying here

wishing you were with me

hoping that you might be

missing me

cause I can't seem to fight it honey

wish I could erase every part of you in me



I think I might be missing you

like you said I would

I think I might have run away

I'm the fool

Yeah I'm the fool

I think I meant I love you

now I said I I don't care

I wish I was just lonely instead



I think I might be missing you

like you said I would

I think I might have run away

I'm the fool

Yeah I'm the fool

I think I meant I love you

now I said I don't care

I wish I was just lonely instead

I wish I could be lonely instead