Descend

Feeder · Polythene [1997]

Sitting back I only wish today will turn out fine

And wash away the stain the poison in my eyes

What do you recommend I feel my life descending

I'm falling out of reach catch me as I bleed again

I'm not insane can't reach the pain



If I could be all by myself I could be me

If you could see live with my pain the thoughts that I keep



I hate the way they are their patronising thoughts

Tried to get inside my head ask the question I have read

But one thing makes it hard feel so fragile as I cry

So confused yet so alive so abused the system lied

They lied to me I'm not insane can't reach the pain



If I could be all by myself I could be me

If you could see live with my pain the thoughts that I keep



Alone Alone hands appeared around my neck

Felt so hard to breath I stared

As my focus turned to haze

I could see them I'm not insane can't feel the pain



If I could be all by myself I could be free

If you could see live with pain the thoughts that I keep

Alone alone alone descend descend