Kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
I won't leave a note
For anyone to find
Tomorrow they will know what I've done tonight

The drastic steps I've taken
For a night to desperation
I knew no one will miss me so what the hell
I followed the light and drank too much
Hurt everyone I ever touched
Just how much I hurt you
It's hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye I wish you well
Because I love you
I'm gonna kill myself

Now who's that
In my easy chair
Now wait a minute
That's the old me sitting there
And I thank God
The devil in me died
Cause I stand before you now
A man changed and alive

The drastic steps I've taken
For a night of desperation
I knew no one will miss me so what the hell
I followed the light and drank too much
Hurt everyone I ever touched
Just how much I hurt you
It's hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's good bye I wish you well
Because I love you
I had to kill myself

I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix that fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends