HOPE or PAIN

Romanji:



ittai nani wo kitai shiteru to iu no

nigirishimeteru denwa ga furueru tabi

ichiichi mune ga takanatte

demo sugu ni tameiki ni kaete

mou nando kurikaeshi



kuru wake nai itsuka nante kotoba

itsu made shinjiteru tsumori



nee wasurete shimaeba ii

sukoshi yumemite ita dake datte

kiseki nante okoru wake mo

nai koto kurai wakatteru noni

wakatteru noni



kyuu ni subete ga wakaranaku natta tte

ano hi totsuzen iidashite gomen ne



saigo ni mita namida ga ima mo mada

atama kara hanarezu ni iru



nee doushite me no mae no kimi wo

shinjite agerarenakatta n' darou

suki na mono wo bukiyou na kurai

suki na dake de juubun datta

hazu na noni ne



nee watashi wa kimi ni nanika wo

nokoshite ageru koto ga dekita kana



nee kono mama toki ga sugitara

watashi ni wa nani ga nokoru n' darou

soredemo mada kiseki wo negai

tsudzukeru kokoro? soretomo tada no



kizuato kana?



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English:



What am I expecting?

Every time the phone receiver

I'm grasping trembles

My heart leaps

But soon I'm let down with a sigh

How many times will I continue to do this?



How long am I going to believe the words, "some other day"

When it will never come?



It's better to forget

Thinking that I just dreamed for a little while

Though I know very well

A miracle will never happen

Though I know very well



I'm sorry I told you abruptly that day

That everything became suddenly unclear



The last time that I saw your tears

Is still clinging to my memory



Why couldn't I believe in you .

Right in front of me?

You see? It must have been good enough

Only to love what I was loving

Almost clumsily



I wonder if I could leave

Something for you



When time passes by

What will be left for me?

My heart going on wishing for a miracle?

Or just



A scar?