Faking My Own Suicide

So, I've made up my mind

I will pretend to leave this world behind

And in the end, you'll know I've lied

To get your attention

I'm faking my own suicide



I'm faking my own suicide

Because I know you love me

You just haven't realized



I'm faking my own suicide

They'll hold a double funeral

Because a part of you will die

Along with me



I wish you thought that I was dead

So rather than me, you'd be depressed instead

And before arriving at my grave

You'd come to the conclusion

You'd loved me all your days

But it's too late

Too late for you to say



Because I'm faking my own suicide

Because I know you love me

You just haven't realized



I'm faking my own suicide

They'll hold a double funeral

Because a part of you will die

Along with me



I'll write you a letter that you'll keep

Reminding you your love for me is more than six feet deep

You say aloud that you would have been my wife

Right about that time is when I come back to life

And let you know

I'd let you know that all along I was...



I was faking my own suicide

Because I know you loved me

You just never realized



I was faking my own suicide

I'll walk in that room and see your eyes opened so wide

Opened so wide

Because you know



Because you know you will never leave my side

Until the day that I die for the first time

And we'll laugh, yeah we'll laugh

And we will cry

So overjoyed with our love that's so alive

Our love is so alive