Sick In The Head

I gotta find my way outta hell

I gotta find my way alone

I see myself dead by suicide

by a knife, gun, a blade-- or hanging high

Will I be safe or will I die

Can I stop the voices deep inside,

my mind, my mind, my mind, my fucking mind!!



Dead to me - Youre dead to me

Youre dead to me, all dead to me



Oh My Fucking God!!



Im a victim, Ive lived through disaster -

Pushed too far this is the reaction



I hate your lies

I hate my life



Dead to me - Youre dead to me

Youre dead to me - All Dead



Oh My Fucking God!!



Im a victim ive lived through disaster

Pushed too far this is the reaction - to you!!



I hate your lies

I hate my life



Hoping I'll find a way,

a way to live dead together



A way to hide my fears, a way to disappear

I cant fake it, I wont make it

I'll just hate it, I cant fake it

I wont make it, I just hate it

I cant take it

I cant change it, I cant take it, I cant take it!

I wont make it, no!!



Dead to me, youre dead to me,

youre dead to me - all dead!



Dead.. Dead... Youre soon to be dead

I put a 12 gauge under my chin

Dead.. Dead... Youre soon to be dead

I put a 12 gauge under my chin



Dead to me youre dead to me

Youre dead to me, all dead to me



Oh my fucking god!!!



Im a victim ive lived through disaster

Pushed too far this is the reaction



...died a thousand times again and again...

In my mind I have died.



I have slowly withered.