Apartment 5F

jackhammers outside my window

woke me up again today

and all the voices in my head

well its so hard to make them go away

stayin out all night

lookin for somethin ill never find

im fightin with myself

and im losin control of my mind

i reached out in anger

i reached out in love

i lived a life of self abuse

i prayed to the heavens above

jackhammers outside my window

woke me up again today

and all the voices in my head

well its so hard to make them go away

lookin for some new stimulation

but all of these things they never last

i know i have to move forward

but i keep holding on to the past

i just wanna be happy

with the way things are

i just wanna look up at the sky at night

and appreciate the stars

destruction leaves an empty space

in emptiness again

i begin to create

feeling good again now

in some new kind of way

feeling good again now...