Kodoku Ni Shisu, Yueni Kodoku [+ english trans.]

osae tsukerare ikite kimashita "wasuretai" yori mo kietai kara

wakatta furi no kimitachi wo mite warai kaesu



me no mae no kimitachi wa warai nagara ikiteiru ashita wa yoi koto aru

karatte iu kedo

karugarushiku kotaeru kimitachi to wa hajime kara DOKO ka KOKO ga chigau



kizutsuku koto ga itsu no ma ni yara atari mae no koto no you ni hora

mata kizutsuketa kimitachi wo mite warai kaesu



chigau to negau no wa ushiro muki no yuiitsu no sukui de ari...



ash to ash



kasa wo sashita haikibutsu sa yume wo choudai

kasa de kakushi nareta ore ni kimi mo choudai

kikoeteiru kai?



Translation:

I have lived in restrict I want to disappear more than to forget

I laugh back at people like you, who act like they understand



You people just live on laguing, saying something good will happen tomorrow

There was always something different about you and me and

the way you talk from the beginning



It's not unusual anymore to get hurt by you

So again when you hurt me, I just laugh back at you



Just wishing it wasn't real is my only negative way to escape...



ash to ash

I am just garabage with an umbrella So give me my dream

I am used to hiding underneath the umbrella So I want you for me

Can you hear me?