Trying

Looking back on life all I saw was a mess of hate and lies

Watched all the memories from the veil of reliving eyes

Grew up cold, hard as a nail, no love from either one of em'

Who needs a family when all you got are fake fucking friends



I'm trying



Lived in a hole of a home with no room for friendship

Just left to deal with everything and all the shit

Dealing drugs out of my living room

Sealed silence with cold recession, a flavor of doom



I'm trying

I'm trying

I'm trying

I tried

I rose above



Dad he could really give a fuck less about me

Just showed up one day in the blue to arrest the ones I loved

They didn't love me back, they only wanted more stacks

Never wanted to live anymore escape the hell to settle the score



I'm trying

I'm trying

I'm trying

I tried

I rose above