I Wonder

All alone in the broadening skies

Under the every night I will lie

Scratching claw and grip the rails

Every day is my living hell



Oh God you know I've tried

I know how hard I tried

and oh I tried

Ooh



Hey I'd like to daze away to a

Place like no one has known

In a state of mind I could call mine

That only I could own



Where I could hum a tune anytime I choose

And then there is no such thing as time

Where I can feel no pain just calm and sane

What a place for one to find



Now you see I'm watching everything I do

And they're watching everything I say

So they will leave me be

Whoa, leave me be

Why am I even here?



I wonder

You leave me wondering

You leave me wondering



Won't you stop watching me

I said they're watching me, watching me, watching me



Now in my corner I got the ceiling in my eyes

Arms holding up my knees

And rocking back and forth my life

I didn't mean to feel this way

When I walked into the door, Lord



Then they ripped away my memories

And I cant remember who I was before.

Now they're watching everything I do

And they're watching everything I say

So they will leave me be

Whoa, leave me be



And I only wanted to be 16

And free



And I wonder