Not Again

I've been trying to love myself for real

I've been trying not to feel what I feel

I've been trying to be a bit less mistaken



It was real the feeling I had for you

And you told me how you need me too

Everyone kept saying it's not the real thing



How dare you break my lonely heart

And dance on the pieces

Being with you just tares me apart

Not again and again

Take you love and leave me behind

Realize we're mistaken

I don't need to be torn down

Not again and again



I've been wanting to die, just so you know

Trying to show them all how I'm alone

I've been hating my bedroom in the night



I've seen heaven and hell with you

I believed the lies you said were true

I've been trying to grow, I've been holding on

I've been trying to be strong



How dare you break my lonely heart

And dance on the pieces

Being with you just tares me apart

Not again and again

Take you love and leave me behind

Realize we're mistaken

I don't need to be torn down

Not again and again



Once again I just want to feel something true

Once again I just want to get closer to you

Nothing will ever change anyway

This is all we have

Not again will I lie to myself

Not again