What If

Rachael Sage · Public Record [2003]

What if there is no one who I would put up with

What if there is no one who would put up with me

What if I am destined to always remain alone

What if this question is as selfish as it seems



So I scream to myself

like a thunderclapping cloud

and if rains in my heart

'till my goddess builds an ark and she

fills it with all the animals that

she can possibly find

still she's bleeding

still she's pleading inside



What if there is no one who recognizes

me in their mirror me in theit past in their glass

What if I'm destined to only see myself

in my own reflection instead of love's eyelash



And I scream to myself

like a thunderclapping cloud

and if rains in my heart

'till my goddess builds an ark and she

fills it with all the animals that

she can possibly find

still she's bleeding

still she's pleading inside



What if there is no one who I would put up with

What if there is no one who would put up with me

What if I am destined to always remain alone

What if this question is as stupid as it seems



And I scream to myself

like a thunderclapping cloud

and if rains in my heart

'till my goddess builds an ark and she

fills it with all the animals that

she can possibly find

still she's bleeding

still she's pleading inside