11/20

The cigarette butts pile up on the table

Coffee's all gone and the drugs have worn off

How didn't my life go as planned today

Not like it ever would



I'll just dream shallowly

About things that don't matter

Spending my days and hours

Lying in distress

I don't need sympathy

It's not like I want it

Ignore these prophecies

I'm at one with my choice

Leave me



Done with the stress of the times

Suffering from depression it's common place

And I don't mind the stares and stigmas

That came along with shutting the doors



I'll just dream shallowly

About things that don't matter

Spending my days and hours

Lying in distress

I don't need sympathy

It's not like I want it

Ignore these prophecies

I'm at one with my choice

Leave me



They still call me 11 out of 20

I don't really care if they'd burn alive

Can't I just live all clandestine

I just want to stay here and hide



Eyes that wanna feed

Eyes that wanna feed

Eyes that wanna open wide

And suck the life outta me



I'll just dream shallowly

About things that don't matter

Spending my days and hours

Lying in distress

I don't need sympathy

It's not like I want it

Ignore these prophecies

I'm at one with my choice

Leave me

Leave me be

Leave me be