Chaos And Piss

I thought that you were driving

But you've given me the wheel

There's rain clouds out there

That you don't wanna feel

Your anger's like a razor blade

It's just to bloody real

I thought that you would be here

Though I just don't get it



And I also feel things

More than I should

I don't relax very often

As often as I could

I worry how the whole thing looks

It doesn't look good

But I thought that you would be here

No I just don't get it



And being clear gets too much for me

Just like it does for you

And even though I want to, I want to

I don't



I don't feel like coming down

No I don't

I don't feel like hiding out

So I won't

I can't turn the volume down

So I sit here in this

Chaos and piss

Watching the storm passing

Storms are beautiful

Right here is beautiful



I came all this way to be with you

And you're already gone

If I was a good friend

I could write this wrong

I'd kick away your crutches

And make you walk on your own

I'd really thought you'd be here

I just don't get it



Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole

And I could go down with you

And even though I want to, I want to

I won't



I don't feel like coming down

No I don't

I don't feel like hiding out

So I won't

I can't turn this volume down

So I sit here in this

Chaos and piss

Watching the storm passing

It's beautiful



I am a willow tree

And you can't blow me over

And my roots go deep in anger and I

Wanna feel the wind as it whips me like a prisoner

I wanna be here

I wanna be here



No I don't feel like coming down

No I don't

I don't feel like hiding out

So I won't

I can't turn the volume down

So I sit here in this

Chaos and piss

Watching the storm passing

Storms are beautiful

This life is beautiful

It is