Lament

Many fucking disappointments I experienced in my worthless life

Only the dominion of loneliness is inhabiting me, like a curse

So many days without a smile, just distorted grimaces around me

Damned to drag myself on through a desert full of desparation



[Refrain]

Can somebody please tell me why this is happening to me?!!

Please tell me my name! I did forget it forever

Alone and deprived of all my value in this world

Slowly I'm turning my head towards death's door

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Suffering from many sores life has slashed into my heart

Beloved friends died for fucking nothing

Deep wounds I'm licking but they won't heal

Damned to scrape a living of sadness and senselessness



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My soul is black without a candle illuminating the holes in it

Darkness fills my lamed extremities



My heart is bleeding from within, fucking blood!

I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes



My heart is bleeding from within, fucking blood!

I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes



Alone and deprived of all my value in this world

Slowly I'm turning my head towards death's door



(Refrain)



I wanted to taste the beauty of love and life

But these symbols are vanishing and rotting before me

I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope.

No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure



I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope

No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure