Quick To Doubt

Was I wrong, wrong in assuming

That nothing at all, without thought

Would just fall into place?

Was it hope, that something would change me

That led me to see the mistakes

That had gutted my frame



Was it strength, yearning for purpose

Or weakness just desperately searching

For something to fix

To create, from self-induced ruin

To try and rebuild what remains from

What I have destroyed



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Why'd I make it so hard?

So quick to doubt

So ready to fuck myself over



Was it truth, logic or reason

Disappointment of fear that led me

To question all things

Far beneath self-induced wreckage

I rest in pathetic assurance

That failure is safe



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Was I wrong? Wrong in assuming

That nothing at all, without thought

Would just fall into place

Was it hope, that something would change me

That led me to see the mistakes

That had gutted my frame



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