I'm Tired of Pretending
Kitty Wells · Queen of Country Music [Bear Family (Germany)] [1994]
I'm tired of pretending that I don't care for you
I'm tired of pretending that I found someone new
Each lonely night keeps lending an atmosphere that's blue
I'm tired of pretending that I'm not in love with you.
I'm tired of make believing that I'm happy when I'm not
I'm tired of hearing people say just look how much he's got
If you see me laughing it's just a thing I do
I'm tired of pretending that I'm not in love with you.
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I'm tired of pretending that everything's the same
I hate to be indifferent when people call your name
I'm tired of talking to myself and trying to ignore
The things that meant so much to me when I had you before.
I'm tired of spending sleepless nights so many now it seems
I'm tired of waking up to find you're only in my dreams
I'm tired of pretending our love affair is through
I'm tired of pretending that I'm not in love with you...
I'm Tired of Pretending
Recorded by Kitty Wells, this song stands as a poignant example of her mastery in the country genre, blending traditional storytelling with a raw emotional depth that defined her career. Released on the album Queen of Country Music, the track showcases Wells' ability to articulate the complexities of heartbreak and the exhaustion of masking true feelings. Her delivery, characterized by a distinctive vocal style that bridged country and gospel influences, brought a unique authenticity to the narrative. The recording captures the essence of the mid-20th-century country sound, reflecting the era's focus on personal struggle and resilience. As a staple of her discography, the song remains a testament to her status as a pioneering female artist in country music, resonating with audiences through its universal themes of emotional vulnerability.
