It Doesn't Really Matter

It doesnÂ’t really matter that I loved you
How many reasons call
It doesnÂ’t really matter at all

It doesnÂ’t matter that I failed to
Break down your fatherÂ’s wall
It doesnÂ’t matter at all

Why tell me you donÂ’t understand when you do
I thought I had something to say

But it really doesnÂ’t matter at all...

I changed my name
To be rid of the things that I want from you
ItÂ’s strange
But a name is a name and the truth is the truth

Oh, there is always
Always someone to remind me

So I learn to live with shame
Tell myself I feel no pain
But I do
And if I have to tell you

Then it really doesnÂ’t matter at all...

And itÂ’s no good looking back
Because timeÂ’s a thief and I believe that
IÂ’m too old for that
WeÂ’re just saying the things that weÂ’ve said
Forever

It doesnÂ’t really matter that I loved you
How many seasons fall
ItÂ’s too bad
It really doesnÂ’t matter at all