Suicide

Everywhere is still

everything is restless in my heart

i hate the way this feels

suddenly i'm scared to be apart

the days are dark when you're not around

the air is getting hard to breathe

i wish that you would just put me down

i wish that i could go to sleep



loving you is suicide

i don't know should go or should i stay

i'm tryna to keep myself alive

knowing there's a chance it's all too late

but i heard you say you love me

that's the part i can't forget

and i wish that you come save me

cos i'm standing over the edge



i should let you go

tell myself the things i need to hear

but my brain is why you're wrong

that's why i'm loving you when you're not here

feels like i drown in your every word

and every breath that's in between

somehow you got me where it really hurts

it's killing every part of me



loving you is suicide

i don't know should go or should i stay

i'm tryna to keep myself alive

knowing there's a chance it's all too late

but i heard you say you love me

that's the part i can't forget

and i wish that you come save me

boy cos i'm standing over the edge



loving you is suicide

and my world's about to break

and i... had as much as i can take

and love is a long way down



loving you is suicide

and it's getting harder everyday

i'm tryna to keep myself alive

knowing there's a chance it's all too late

and i'm way past every moment

but i'm still determined to fight

and i know it's taking all my strength

to give emotions alive

loving you is suicide