I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead
Kelly Clarkson · Other Songs - Kelly Clarkson
one last time
I would have held you
so much longer
If I have known
It would be the last time
If I could forget you
Make all these memories
fade to grey
I would rather not remember
what I foolishly traded
I think I might be missing you
like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool
yeah I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
now I said I don't care
I wish I was just lonely instead
I should have loved you
more than I did
Living without you
and with your ghost
and you voice
always inside my head
Yeah I couldn't see you
and now I see you everyday
but not with me
It seems real' nice
she makes you smile
like you used to smile at me
I think I might be missing you
like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool
yeah I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
now I said I don't care
I wish I was just lonely instead
You were right
I'm lying here
wishing you were with me
hoping that you might be
missing me
cause I can't seem to fight it honey
wish I could erase every part of you in me
I think I might be missing you
like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool
Yeah I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
now I said I I don't care
I wish I was just lonely instead
I think I might be missing you
like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool
Yeah I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
now I said I don't care
I wish I was just lonely instead
I wish I could be lonely instead
About I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead
Kelly Clarkson's "I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead" stands as a poignant centerpiece on her 2011 album *Stronger*, marking a significant evolution in her vocal delivery and songwriting maturity. Following her earlier pop-rock success, this track delves into the complex emotions of isolation and the desire for solitude amidst a crowded world. The recording showcases her refined belting and emotional nuance, moving beyond the anthemic style of her previous work to explore more introspective themes. Released during a period where Clarkson was navigating personal challenges and professional growth, the song resonates with listeners seeking authenticity in their music. It remains a defining moment in her discography, illustrating her ability to craft deeply personal narratives that transcend typical pop structures while maintaining her signature vocal power.