As if I Hadn't Slept

Idlewild · Scottish Fiction: Best of Idlewild 1997-2007 [2007]

It's always 3 AM in your world

So I'm drinking this as if I hadn't slept

Telling stories which tell their stories themselves

You didn't even hear them

Our thoughts are somewhere else



As long as I go somewhere

We'll still be trying to see

As long as I go somewhere

We'll still be trying

As long as I go somewhere

We'll still by lying to me

As long as I go somewhere



If you're so sure that you don't need love

Only this is if I hadn't slept

As laughter smiles back in your direction

But you're protected by the smoke from your cigarette



Then you tried

To hold my hand

Under the table

But it's far too vague

To be meaningful



As long as I go somewhere

We'll still be trying to see

As long as I go somewhere

Every lie has a hold over me

As long as I go somewhere

We'll still by lying to me

As long as I go somewhere



And you held me like I was a shadow

But completely without any mystery

And you compared me to a shadow

Which in itself is some kind of victory

As if I Hadn't Slept

Released on the compilation album Scottish Fiction: Best of Idlewild 1997-2007, this track exemplifies the band's signature blend of indie rock and post-punk energy. Idlewild, fronted by Ian Brown, emerged in the mid-1990s as a defining voice of the British indie scene, characterized by their gritty guitar work and anthemic choruses. The song reflects the group's ability to craft emotionally resonant tracks that balance raw energy with melodic accessibility. As part of their extensive discography, it stands as a testament to their influence during the era when they helped shape the sound of modern alternative rock. The recording captures the band's dynamic interplay, showcasing their commitment to a distinct sonic identity that remains recognizable in their later work.