Fuckin' Up
Neil Young · Ragged Glory [1990]
Carry such an easy load
It's how you look,
and how you feel
You must have
a heart of steel.
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
I can see you on a hill
Comatose but walking still
Curves beneath
your flowing gown
Only I could
bring you down.
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Dogs that lick
and dogs that bite
Hounds that howl
through the night
Broken leashes
are all over the floor
Keys left hanging
in a swinging door.
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Keep fuckin' up!
Fuckin' Up
Released on the 1990 album Ragged Glory, Fuckin' Up stands as a defining track in Neil Young's discography, marking a significant shift toward a heavier, more aggressive sound. Recorded during a period of intense creative output, the song captures the raw energy of Young's collaboration with the band Crazy Horse. The track is characterized by its driving rhythm and distorted guitar work, reflecting the grunge-influenced direction Young was exploring at the time. As a centerpiece of Ragged Glory, it showcases the artist's ability to blend rock intensity with emotional depth. The recording remains a testament to Young's enduring influence on rock music, highlighting his willingness to experiment with volume and texture while maintaining his signature songwriting style.