I Think I'm Going To Kill Myself
Elton John · Honky Chateau [1972]
Being part of mankind
There's not a lot to do no more
This race is a waste of time
People rushing everywhere
Swarming around like flies
Think I'll buy a forty four
Give them all a surprise
Think I'm gonna kill myself
Cause a little suicide
Stick around for a couple of days
What a scandal if I died
Yeah I'm gonna kill myself
Get a little headline news
I'd like to see what the papers say
On the state of teenage blues
A rift in my family
I can't use the car
I gotta be in by ten o'clock
Who do they think they are
I'd make an exception
If you want to save my life
Brigitte Bardot gotta come
And see me every night
About I Think I'm Going To Kill Myself
Elton John's "I Think I'm Going To Kill Myself" stands as a haunting centerpiece on the 1972 album *Honky Chateau*, showcasing his signature blend of theatrical flair and raw emotional vulnerability. Recorded during a pivotal period in his career, the track exemplifies the songwriting depth that would define his later work, featuring his distinctive vocal delivery layered over a driving, rhythmic arrangement. The composition reflects the complex interplay of personal turmoil and artistic expression characteristic of the early 1970s rock landscape. While often overshadowed by his more commercially successful ballads, this recording demonstrates the intricate craftsmanship and narrative intensity that Elton John brought to his catalog, cementing his reputation as a master of dramatic pop and rock storytelling.