SEARCH HERE: BROWSE 409412 LYRICS BY ARTIST/BAND NAME: #A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z SITE MENU Last Updates Request Lyrics Submit / Correct Popularity Charts VISITORS Login / Register Your Thoughts My Playlists [ More Dir En Grey lyrics ] add to playlist     see a mistake?    comment Artist/Band: Dir En Grey Lyrics for Song: Mazohyst Of Decadence Lyrics for Album: Gauze [1999] A fetus is the product of irresponsible adults. Here I am, Without a name. I don't even know why I'm here I don't even know if I just live for a few months I want to be loved. I want to be born. Staring at the inside of the mother's body, I felt something go fast. It was the second month of consciousness I can't do anything yet. Before long, here comes a plug I was scraped out. The pain goes through my incomplete body My mother's screaming stings my ears. People in white gowns picked me up In their cruel eyes, I see myself, covered with blood without a right arm They wrapped me in a black plastic sheet Loosing consciousness, I try to think calmly If you love me the way I am, even if I'm deformed, it is fine with me I can't forgive you If you can't love me, I rather die as I am That's why I don't bother to cry like a newborn baby, and I'll just sleep in peace Just once, I want to feel my mother's love with my hand This may be love. Thank you The door was tightly closed and will never open again I must be yours in the future Are you really sure about this? Yes. How many times have you had an abortion? This is the first time for me I've been involved in countess abortions, murders. Can you forgive me? I'm asking you one more time. Are you sure about this? Yes. Are you ready? Yes. Let's get started. La, la, la... The body will be burnt until it has disappeared SAYONARA ---------------------------------------------------------------- umiotosareru kodomo tsumi no ishiki no nai otona otosare namae mo nai boku naze koko ni iru no ka sae wakaranai keredo tatta suukagetsu no inochi tomo shirazu.... boku wa aisaretai boku wa umaretai kono botai no naka mitsumete boku ga ishiki wo matta toki kara nikkagetsu me nani ka ga hayai to kanjita mada nani mo dekinai sono uchi puragu ga.... fukanzenna boku wa kaki otosareta itami ga karada wo tsukinukeru haha no naki sakebu koe mimi nari ga yamanai hakui no otona tachi boku wo sukui ageta reiketsu ni michi afureta hitomi ni chimamire no migi te no nai boku ga utsuru sono mama kuroi biniiru ni tsutsumareta dandan ishiki ga usureru naka boku wa kangaeru shizuka ni Cage no boku wo kono mama aiseru nara sore de ii yurusezu aisarenai boku wa kono mama shinda hou ga ii dakara ugoe wo agezu shizuka ni nemurimashou ichodo dake haha no ai kono te de kanjite mitai kore ga ai na no ka mo shirenai arigatou nido to hirakanai tobira kataku tomerarete ita demo ne boku wa kitto mirai no kimi dakara ra ra ra.... hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne hai anata wa nannin me desu ka hitori me desu boku wa kazue kirenai kodomo wo koroshite imasu anata wa yurusemasu ka ..... mou ichido kikimasu hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne hai youi wa ii desu ka hai dewa hajimemashou karada yakitsukusare hone ga nakunaru made yakitsukusu sayonara --------------------------------------------------------------------------- 生み落とされる子供 罪の意識の無い大人 落とされ 名前も無い僕 何故ここにいるのかさえ 解らないけれど たった数ヶ月の命とも知らず。。。。 僕は愛されたい 僕は生まれたい この母体の中見つめて 僕が意識を待った時から二ヶ月目何かが早いと感じた まだ何も出来ない そのうちプラグが。。。。 不完全な僕は掻き落とされた痛みが体を突き抜ける 母の泣き叫ぶ声耳鳴りが止まない 白衣の大人達僕を救い上げた 冷血に満ち溢れた瞳に血塗れの右手の無い僕が写る そのまま黒いビニールに包まれた だんだん意識が薄れる中僕は考える静かに Cageの僕をこのまま愛せるならそれでいい 許せず 愛されない僕はこのまま死んだ方がいい だから産声を上げず 静かに眠りましょう 一度だけ母の愛この手で感じてみたい これが愛なのかもしれない ありがとう 二度と開かない扉 固く閉められていた でもね僕はきっと未来の君だから ラララ。。。。 **** 本当にこれでいいんですね ハイ あなたは何人目ですか 一人目です 僕は数え切れない子供を殺しています　 あなたは許せますか ・・・・・ もう一度聞きます 本当にこれでいいんですね ハイ 用意はいいですか ハイ では始めましょう **** 体焼き尽くされ骨が無くなるまで焼き尽くす さよなら Album Lyrics: Gauze [1999] Dir En Grey "Gauze [1999]" 1. 304 Goushitsu, Hakushi No Sakura 2. Akuro No Oka 3. Cage 4. Mask 5. Mazohyst Of Decadence 6. Raison D'etre 7. Schwein No Isu 8. Tsumi To Batsu/ Mitsu To Tsuba 9. Yokan 10. Yurameki 11. Zan